I was sick this past week...exhausted, poured out, and shattered. I was tired of holding it all together inside. I was poured out in ways that did not serve my highest and best. I was blown back by resisting life instead of being in the flow of living.
What struck me is that there was so much I was not expressing over the past months...this caused me to think about my sisters; all of the women in the world.
What are we, the feminine, not expressing? Why would we hold back our gift of authenticity and love?
Like Mother Earth and all of the everything that surrounds us, the gift of the feminine is authentic love. We are beautiful/crazy. We are unpredictable. We change. If we don't, we become dry and brittle. The lust of life becomes pushed deep underground in us and we pull away from life. We only go through the motions...but it's all a pretense.
By the time we do express after years of pushing down our expression, it becomes kinked and painful to us and those around us. It's like we're trying to fit the universe through a pinhole by screaming at the 'verse to become small and push, dammit!
To all of the women in my life: live, be your beautiful/crazy selves and let love shine through in every moment because that's exactly what you are...love, beautiful/crazy love.
What struck me is that there was so much I was not expressing over the past months...this caused me to think about my sisters; all of the women in the world.
What are we, the feminine, not expressing? Why would we hold back our gift of authenticity and love?
Like Mother Earth and all of the everything that surrounds us, the gift of the feminine is authentic love. We are beautiful/crazy. We are unpredictable. We change. If we don't, we become dry and brittle. The lust of life becomes pushed deep underground in us and we pull away from life. We only go through the motions...but it's all a pretense.
By the time we do express after years of pushing down our expression, it becomes kinked and painful to us and those around us. It's like we're trying to fit the universe through a pinhole by screaming at the 'verse to become small and push, dammit!
To all of the women in my life: live, be your beautiful/crazy selves and let love shine through in every moment because that's exactly what you are...love, beautiful/crazy love.
Thank you Sister! I chose to live! I am a 21st century Goddess. I am feminine. I am sensual. I am sexual. I am powerful. Don't ever mistake my kindness for weakness, and don't ever take me for granted!!
ReplyDeleteHugs and love to you!